Things have slowed down somewhat. My grandfather has been doing really well and seems to be on the upside. Good news for everyone! More drama with my brother and sister, not surprising at all though. Shane has now gone from suicide watch at Carraway, to Brookwood for his gastro issues, and now he is back at the Center of Hope in Anniston. Heather is still not letting Meghan see my mom and I don't think that she intends to. I know all of this from having some email correspondence with my mom. We talked via email in April when my grandfather died, but we have not had much contact since. Even though I feel like I know what is going on now....it is not a real relationship. It is pretty much her venting about Shane, Heather, and her own illness. The worst part is that I still feel sorry for her. She has not once asked how I was doing or what was going on in my life....she simply talks about her own problems....and I continue to email. I am really not sure why....sometimes I think it is guilt and other I think it is pity for them. So I guess this is my vent!
On the upside... normal, everyday life is great. Busy Busy!
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. 12 In those days when you pray, I will listen. 13 If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.